Monday, February 2, 2009

Day 1

Here I am back at it again... Weight Watchers.

I was doing good with it until I fell of the band-wagon when November hit. Which means my birthday, Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years. Although, these events should not be an excuse for poor habits, it is. Not that I gorge myself to death and throw all caution to the wind, I try to eat and live a healthy lifestyle, but I know that I can do better. That's why I am starting over today.
I've been working out here and their, but no real commitment on my part- least not enough to see some actual change. So, today I will be getting a gym membership here at LU - I honestly am not looking forward to this, but know it is for my own good. I hate hate working out at a gym - I like working out, just not at an actual gym. I would rather workout outside or at home any day over a gym, and that is what I have been doing, BUT home and outdoors don't supply me with all the "stuff" I need to stay constant with it. So I will be taking myself out of my comfort zone and heading to the awful, annoying, people everywhere staring at me - Gym. Can you tell I just love the place? I would prefer a membership at the YMCA, but it is not as close as LU and much more expensive.
I am afraid I might slip up on the weight watchers keeping track of points thing.. my heart (ha cheesy) doesn't seem to be 100% in it like I was before, but I know the benefits it has, and hopefully doing my best will be enough.
Well - that's my rant for the day.
New goals in sight! Can't wait to reach the end.

PS. I might be going to Paris in 2010! I'm going to a meeting on Wed. to learn all about it.
I can't wait. :)